My
being in church today was in vain, hollow and futile!
Were you in church
today? Was the church filled with people? Oh! The activities were wonderful I
think? Just like you, I went to church today; all the activities were wonderful
just like every other first Sunday of the month. The choristers sang lovely, the
people were gorgeously dressed; looking elegant both in English and in
different traditional attires. The people danced appreciating God for the
ability to see a new month, looking for favour to see a new year as the year
2012 draws to a close. The sermon titled ‘a new mind’ was dished out by an
eloquent pastor BUT ALL TO ME WERE IN VAIN!!!!
Are you surprised? Are
my words heretical to your ear? Hey! Before you pass your judgment on me,
finish this piece of report or testimony I would say.
There are different
levels of ignorance; there are people who know that they do not know, there are
others who do not know that they do not know, other people do not know that
they know. The most terrible level of ignorance is when the ignoramus does not
know that he is an ignoramus, therefore it will be difficult for him to learn
and change. Or how will you explain this scenario that Mr. A visited Mr. B in
his house, took a lot of gifts to him, did a lot to please him, spent so much
so that his visit can be appreciated by Mr. B. Rather than being appreciated,
Mr. B told Mr. A that he disapproved his visiting today, that Mr. A’s visit has
cause him so much discomfort and embarrassment.
Not to waste much of your
time,
The owner of the church
today told me I came in vain! Why? With all my modern dancing skills; sweating
profusely in a way to please HIM, with my wonderful voice, fat offering and my
tithe that I brought for HIM! He was not impressed with my impeccable suit, my
Italian leather shoes did not arouse his interest! Why?
Then, the owner of the
house told me that the reason is because I refuse to forgive that man!
Nothing more!
Nothing more than the
fact that I refuse to forgive that man that offend me! I still held that
man responsible for the act he performed against my wish. Though he asked for
forgiveness and I said I have forgiven him, but really, am actually looking for
every possible way to punish him and pay him back.
The following few words
were the words of a man who never believed God exist. “My own existence, as an
individual, is an accident based on randomness. There is not one scintilla of
evidence that any other factor was involved in my creation. There is no
meaning, no significance, no purpose and no manifest destiny to human life.
- (excerpt from: meaning of life).”
If you believe that God
exist and that he created man with a purpose, am sure you will NOT want to be
punished under the same punishment with this man. BUT alas! Unforgiving person
can be brought so close to having the same punishment with this man.
God will not consider whether you
have danced for HIM today just like he did not consider that for me. He will
not change His laws because you are a worker in His vineyard, he will not
consider your fat offerings, your commitment, ability to give pastoral gifts.
Do not partake in the punishment; do not go to a place prepared for the
unbelief. Beware of these SINS call LITTLE.
true! i have learnt by experience that the shepherd to a large extent determines what goes on in the congregation.
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