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Sunday, September 30, 2012

PROF. AKPAN HOTEL



Every day I pass this path, either going home or seeing someone off from school, I see clusters of people daily in different postures in front of this building. Even though there were no seats to provide this constant crowd with comfort, those who were sitting sat on anything that could hold their weight, even the drainage edge that surrounds the building was no exception.
Though I walk this path daily, I recently paid attention to this hotel when I had the opportunity to see what was happening on the inside.
It was silent on the inside; it was lifeless, except for some few steps, steps of the few workers that were saddled with the responsibility of making available the customers when they are requested by their visitors. The visitors constitute the crowd at the building entrance.
These people were present to see any of the customers that had booked a room in Prof. Akpan’s hotel. There are lots of stuffs that these daily crowd have in common and there are things that I have never found them do!

Crowd at the frontage never SMILE. People don’t laugh here, infact, what you rather hear is shouts, not of joy but of pains, and sadness. They are arrays of people who have never dressed to impress, but rather looked unkempt and unprepared for who they are meeting.
Unlike the way many hotels are operated, not everyone can book a room here! Professor Akpan, the head of this hotel must certify with a signature that a potential customer has the right to book a room in the hotel. 

Who is a potential customer of Prof Akpan’s hotel?

I am, you are, we all are!

Phone conversations and comments like “it has happened o!,” others like, “so I won’t see her again” were very common at the door step of University College Hospital, Ibadan morgue - a place am referring to in this article as Prof Akpan’s hotel.

We all are debtors of death and this thief called death hardly ask for permission from a person before making the person an occupant of Prof Akpan’s hotel.

The problem is WHETHER the occupants who can NEVER receive any affection again RECEIVED enough before they became occupants of the cold rooms in Akpan’s hotel? 

This fact; that who I see today may not be available tomorrow; that I am a potential customer of Akpan’s hotel make me want to  trend with caution;  spend time with people, respect people, appreciate people, render help to people and love people. 

When it is difficult for you to say you are SORRY even when you think you are right, remember the above fact, when it is difficult to help a neighbor, remember this fact, when you do not like that face, remember this fact, when it is difficult to tell YOUR PARENTS YOU APPRECIATE THEM,  remember people WITHOUT  PARENTS.
Remember, you can be the last face seen by that woman, remember, you can be saving a life by your smile, remember this before you abuse that bus conductor, that driver, that banker, that friend, that neighbor. Remember!

Sunday, September 16, 2012

MY SECRET DESIRE


Do you know that I cannot change some things about myself? As I was growing, my number one request then was always to change my height. I wanted to be tall at all cost. There was a time I wrote in my prayer request that I wanted to be tall like my parish pastor then. Year in, year out, I was expecting a miracle. I even went to back my request with bible verses like this And Jesus increased in wisdom and stature, and in favour with God and man.”  Luke 2:52 (KJV) and this And the child Samuel grew on, and was in favour both with the Lord, and also with men. 1 Sam 2:26 (KJV).”

When I looked back critically into those years, I would not blame myself for my request because, while I was growing, families and friends in my neighborhood almost frustrated me as if being short was a disease. As if it is my doing to be short. Statement like “iwo yi o fe ga ni!” (Interpreted like this: Don’t you want to get taller anymore!). Some went further to call me different names. Growing up was painful and getting taller became a dream!

Why am I saying this? I have grown up now to know that the most important feature of a man is not the height nor the physical features though they are equally important. The most essential part of a man is the part that is invisible to the eye, that part that determines his destiny, that part that though intangible yet control 99.9 % of his achievements in life. 

Little wonder did I realize that achievers are not related by their biological DNA sequences, rather, they are related by the state of their MIND. 

Thomas Edison, the man that tried over 9000 ways before he could manufacture a light bulb said that “Genius is one per cent inspiration and 99 per cent perspiration.

What am I driving at? If I cannot change my height because I cannot change my DNA, if I cannot become white when am born black, if I cannot change my parent and their parenting, I can change my mind!
I can remodify it, knowing that my belief and cognition are influenced by my 5 senses. My eyes and my ears are important gateways to my mind. I will rather keep my mind than concentrate on things I cannot change.
I will wake up in the morning and tell myself I can do it. I will dream and be positive in life. If I believe, then will I be able to work towards what I believe I can achieve; better than seeing failure already when I have not tried. I will surround myself with people of like minds, even though others discourage me, I will not be discouraged, even though circumstances discourage me, yet will I not be discouraged. 

Who I am created to be cannot be taller than me. I am created to be who I can be. I am taller than those dreams, I am taller than those examinations, and I am taller than those aspirations. I am taller WITHIN and I will tell myself every day that He that is in me is greater than he that is in the world.

My conclusion will be that of Marshall Foch that said “I have but one merit that of never despairing.”
I am not done yet until am told to quit by the creator! Don’t know about you!



Sunday, September 2, 2012

My being in church today was in vain, hollow and futile!


My being in church today was in vain, hollow and futile!

Were you in church today? Was the church filled with people? Oh! The activities were wonderful I think? Just like you, I went to church today; all the activities were wonderful just like every other first Sunday of the month. The choristers sang lovely, the people were gorgeously dressed; looking elegant both in English and in different traditional attires. The people danced appreciating God for the ability to see a new month, looking for favour to see a new year as the year 2012 draws to a close. The sermon titled ‘a new mind’ was dished out by an eloquent pastor BUT ALL TO ME WERE IN VAIN!!!!

Are you surprised? Are my words heretical to your ear? Hey! Before you pass your judgment on me, finish this piece of report or testimony I would say. 

There are different levels of ignorance; there are people who know that they do not know, there are others who do not know that they do not know, other people do not know that they know. The most terrible level of ignorance is when the ignoramus does not know that he is an ignoramus, therefore it will be difficult for him to learn and change. Or how will you explain this scenario that Mr. A visited Mr. B in his house, took a lot of gifts to him, did a lot to please him, spent so much so that his visit can be appreciated by Mr. B. Rather than being appreciated, Mr. B told Mr. A that he disapproved his visiting today, that Mr. A’s visit has cause him so much discomfort and embarrassment.

Not to waste much of your time,

The owner of the church today told me I came in vain! Why? With all my modern dancing skills; sweating profusely in a way to please HIM, with my wonderful voice, fat offering and my tithe that I brought for HIM! He was not impressed with my impeccable suit, my Italian leather shoes did not arouse his interest! Why?
Then, the owner of the house told me that the reason is because I refuse to forgive that man! Nothing more! 

Nothing more than the fact that I refuse to forgive that man that offend me! I still held that man responsible for the act he performed against my wish. Though he asked for forgiveness and I said I have forgiven him, but really, am actually looking for every possible way to punish him and pay him back.
The following few words were the words of a man who never believed God exist. “My own existence, as an individual, is an accident based on randomness. There is not one scintilla of evidence that any other factor was involved in my creation. There is no meaning, no significance, no purpose and no manifest destiny to human life. - (excerpt from: meaning of life).”
If you believe that God exist and that he created man with a purpose, am sure you will NOT want to be punished under the same punishment with this man. BUT alas! Unforgiving person can be brought so close to having the same punishment with this man.
Double Bracket: “…As little as ants are, if they get over your body, you can remove your clothes for them without being asked. So also can sins called little take away God’s garment; His spirit away from you leading to spiritual nakedness” Sam O. Coker 








God will not consider whether you have danced for HIM today just like he did not consider that for me. He will not change His laws because you are a worker in His vineyard, he will not consider your fat offerings, your commitment, ability to give pastoral gifts. Do not partake in the punishment; do not go to a place prepared for the unbelief. Beware of these SINS call LITTLE.