He could not fly! All
the efforts directed to make him fly was excruciating and shameful, for him and
for all his newly discovered friends. It
was very surprising and humiliating to other birds of its kind when they
discovered that Spiro could not fly! Was it because of a faulty wing? Or was it
because of his legs? No, for nothing was wrong with Spiro’s wing or his legs as
they were checked by his friends to be perfect. Spiro was neither a hybrid of
their type; they knew it couldn’t be, since in all aspect, Spiro’s structure
was similar to their own. What could
have happened? That among birds that soar high, Spiro was unusually a
disappointment! It was a case of a professor of mathematics who could not find
x in a simple algebraic equation
2x=3! Rather he said,
why find x when x is already given!
Why was Spiro unable to
fly? How could an eagle lost its ability to soar high without any injury? Spiro
condition is a new disorder which I
call Spiro syndrome.
It is not just about
Spiro, because what happened to Spiro was a terrible disease that could also affect human beings! Before I let
the cat out of the bag on what type of disease affected Spiro, I will tell you
about my encounter this year with this disease
of the mind.
I enjoyed the yuletide
period very well! I had fun without any emotional baggage of the penultimate
year. On the 7th of January, I decided to pick my pen and plan for
the days within the year 2013.
Before I could write
any great goal for the year, I decided to review what I wrote down as goals in
the beginning of 2012. Alas, the result was devastating! Many of those goals
never saw the light of the day. My manuscript did not turn out to a book before
2012 runs out, my………any way, goals are supposed to be personal, you know what I
mean.
After that review, my
spirit was brought down, the inferno within was quenched, and my desires were
watered down. In a short time, I made up my mind that I would not so much
desire much or write down goals this year. I caught Spiro’s disease; I caught the disease of the mind. It was the
inertia of the year 2012 about to prevent me from climbing the higher grounds
of 2013!
Sorry for taking your
time, Spiro though an eagle was unable to fly because he grew up as a domestic
animal who never thought it wise to fly let alone discovered his ability to
soar high as an eagle. He was taking from the bush as an eaglet, grew up as a
pet within the house of his owner. It was sudden and new for him when he found
himself in the bush where he actually belonged and realized that he was
actually designed to fly.
Rather than fly, the
inertias; the force of his background did not allow him to fly. His experiences
has never taught him to fly, he told himself, I have never flown before, how can
I fly now. His potentials to fly had never occurred to him until now.
So also are many of us.
Our failures hunt us down. Our
experiences about life are to make us stronger and push us forward, but
sometimes, they are like weights that pull us down. Rather than climbing, we
are drowning, rather than looking forward, we are looking backward. Experiences
of failure in life are to be reviewed and the lessons are to be learned and the
mistakes never to be repeated. Spiro syndrome is a disease of the mind. As
a man thinks in his heart so is he! Don Juan in his book, the tale of power said
“the basic difference between an
ordinary man and a warrior is that a warrior takes everything as a challenge
while an ordinary man takes everything either as a blessing or a curse.”
I told myself, past
failures are to ginger the swagger and not to water it down!
I will never allow the
inertias of 2012 to prevent me from climbing the higher ground of 2013.
Spiro solved his
problem and I learned from it. Spiro flew at last and I will fly! How?
Firstly, I will locate
my position. Review of 2012 achievement is for me to know where I am presently
which will determine the level I will take off from in 2013 and ipso facto
determine the length of my destination. “The
most terrible feature of a mad man is his inability to determine who he is and
where he is at a moment.”
Secondly, though the
scientist will always say the higher you go, the cooler it is, I will put in
more energy even on my higher ground knowing that staying aloft is more
demanding than standing on the ground.
Thirdly, I will change
my strategies if the old strategies did not work. Fighting a war in the 21st
centuries is a suicide mission with a samurai sword in the presence of this generation’s
technologies.
Then, I will build my
hiding place with the manufacturer! Welcome to 2013!!!